Your relationship with God right now reveals what you believe about Him.
A relationship is a state of affairs existing between you and God. The state of being related by kindred, affinity or other alliance.
What do you believe? Do you NEED to perform for Him and His love? Is His love unconditional? Are you striving to earn more rewards? Do you feel condemnation, guilt, shame? Are you forgiven? Do you see Him as master, savior, all? Who is HE to you today?
And we know (understand, recognize, are conscious of, by observation and by experience) and believe (adhere to and put faith in and rely on) the love God cherishes for us. God is love, and he who dwells and continues in love dwells and continues in God, and God dwells and continues in him. 1 John 4:16